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KELLY
Dreams are things that brings me further into a place I am not sure what it is.
I will die to let my heart love again.
People always say, "Promises are meant to be broken"
For me, "Promises are meant to be kept"
Let go of the past and walk into the Future.
I will not let what happened affect me again.
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please don't go away
Monday, April 18, 2011

Winter's Takeaway

Chapter 1 .

Haemi .
It was so cold. There was hardly anyone that was visible. I was only 6 years old. Carrying my favorite storybook.

"Haemi ! Won't you come play with me?"
"No ! It's so cold! Leave me alone Taeju!"
"You're suppose to call me oppa!"
"Nono ! I don't want to! Go away!"

I ran as far as I can to my mum, and she welcomed me with opened arms. I never went back there again.

Taeju .
I went back to the park and begged my nanny to bring me there. I waited for her for so long. Why is Haemi not here?
Our parents have been friends and we had known each other from the day we are born. Our parents introduced us.
I never understood why Haemi doesn't like me at all.
It has been 3 weeks, and she never fail to play at the park carrying her favorite storybook.

Soon enough, my parents left the country due to some business reasons.
They brought me to America.

Chapter 2 .

Haemi .
* In the classroom *

"LEE HAEMI! What are you doing now?"
My best friend Sumi screamed at me as I was trying to pry open the window.

"I can't stand it anymore ! It is not my fault and what the hell am I doing in detention?!"
Sumi got me in trouble by trying to prank the teacher and pulled me into the picture. What a best friend she is \:(-.-):/

"I'm sorry ! It was just for fun! Hehehes, anyway, without you, detention would be boring!"
I swear I feel like killing Sumi now ! @!@#$@#!

"Anyway, did you hear? There is a new guy at school ! Apparently he just came back from America!"

"What . Boring . He is no the first that transferred to our school from some weird country"
\:(-.-):/ I seriously don't understand why Sumi is making such a big fuss about it!

" NONO ! He is so different! I heard from the LL Gang that he was super hot and rich!"
"You believe the LL Gang? Zzz .."
"WHAT ! Everyone wants to be them! Who don't want to be popular?"

LL Gang are the most popular girls in school. They consist of leader Min, and other 2 members Tiiny and Suue.

"You are so boring. Anyway, how interesting can the guy be."

-Detention Over-
"FINALLY! IT'S OVER! You freaking annoying person that got me detention for no reason ! !@$#@#@!#!"

"I SAID I'M SORRY!"

"SERIOUSLY ! MY WHOLE AFTERNOON IS WASTED! !#@$!$@#! ..........

*WHAMP*

"WHAT THE HELL"
I fell straight down on the floor while scolding Sumi facing her. Who would be so stupid to bump into me?!
That is seriously very stupid! I looked up.

"Ohmy, Tae .... ju?"

"OMG HAEMI ! YOU KNOW HIM?! ... He's the guy I was talking about!"

"Talking about? What about me?" Taeju grinned.

He had changed so much. He was .... good looking. Extremely good looking !
He offered his hand to pull me up. I blushed so badly.

"Er, hey .."
"Hey, are you okay?"
"err, yeah .."
I was still straightening my skirt and trying to fix my hair.
He immediately ruffled my hair once he saw that.

"Hey ! what are you trying to do?!" -.-
"You look so much cuter this way"
WHAT?! -blushed-
He is grinning again! What did I do to deserve this?

"errr ... I got to go! BYE!"
"Sumi let's go!"


4:16 PM

Saturday, March 26, 2011

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Lonely? Felt like the world is being unfair to you and nothing is going right? Telling everyone,
"I am not young anymore!" "Don't take control of my life!" "Why is it always about you!"
No one understands you and you just want to do things your way but you can't.

Maybe you're just not leading your life. You thought of ending it. Well, since you are not in control of it, why bother living it? Isn't it a waste of time? Won't it be a heart breaking process?
When it is over, you will not have to bother about how i lived my life, or how terrible it is and all the mistakes that I had done, because YOU are already the biggest mistake in life.

When you were younger, you told you daddy and mummy, "I want to be teacher when I grow up". Do you remember how much they supported you and telling you that it is okay? But when you grow up, they'll tell you how much the job isn't stable, how you won't have a good life and much more.

I understand how parents want their kids to live well, because they will be heart broken to see their kids suffer. However, I believe that it is also the child's duty to ensure that they do not let their parents worry that much. For the love of everyone, we have to live with it. One day, you will turn around and say, "Hey, thanks mum, dad"



bumptious;
Crudely, presumptuously, or loudly self-assertive.
To many, no doubt, he will seem to be somewhat bumptious, but we prefer to regard him as being simply British.
12:29 AM

Thursday, March 24, 2011

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I always have the feeling of being alone. But is all these feelings worth it? It is really hard to judge what is correct and wrong when it comes to emotions. It may be the right thing to do, but it may also hurt somebody else. Is this worth it?

I love the times where I can sit alone somewhere and think of the positives and the negatives. I understand the heartbreaking feeling and there is nothing you can do about it. It may be the start of the new life, or the start of an never ending tragedy.

Look back what had been done, the results that brought you to where you are now. It is a pleasant one? It it the kind of experience that you want? We always blame other for the bad things that happened to you, but why do you never share the joys and the wealth when you are successful in anything you are doing?

Let people know that you actually care about them. I just take simple steps to make a difference. They just want to know that you care for them and nothing more. A little bit of appreciation and gratefulness makes wonders.


kismet ;
Destiny; fate.
It's pure kismet when two right ones find each other.
11:50 PM



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People changes everyday. Millions faces that they can portray. Difficult decisions are made and changes every single thoughts and actions by one individual. I understand that what is in the past, is in the past and there is nothing i can do to change it. I once thought that I am able to make things different, make everyone happy. I learnt that throughout this process, I am the only person that is not satisfied and unhappy. Life is full of expectations. When you reach that particular goal, it is no longer the same. The human urge to do better makes human selfish.

Friends are awesome. But how many friends are so awesome that stays by your side when things are on the wrong side? Many people do not understand this. We treat everyone like a hero to us. But are they the real hero? No one knows except you.

Love can bring out countless emotions of a person.
But are you ready to accept the emotions that this person is going to pour out?
If not, don't say "I love you"
Because it doesn't mean anything anymore.

Actions are louder than words.
Talk is cheap.
3:43 AM